do you ever just want to cut it all off
My dad saw me once grabbing my thighs when I was sitting down and he said, “Why don’t you just cut it off then?” and laughed. Little does he know i think about doing it everyday.
My boyfriend saw me doing this when I was getting ready for work. He grabbed my hands, put them underneath his, got down on his knees, and put both our hands on my belly. He started to rub our hands across my belly and he said “don’t hate the place that will be a home to our child”.
I didn’t even know he wanted children.
Okay that last comment made my heart go fuzzy
B&W depression blog, may trigger💀 ~ follow back similar^^^ okay that comment about the boyfriend. asdfghjkl. my heart.
Just had my 6 week postpartum checkup. I’m not pregnant! Lol. Got the Mirena inserted. Don’t have to worry about babies for another five years. :) that’s okay with me.
I just had my third breakdown since having Ezra. This is probably the hardest I’ve cried. I was rocking Ezra. He would not stop crying. No matter what I did. All I wanted was help. But then I remembered..I was alone. I just broke down after that. There I was..rocking my screaming baby while I’m balling my eyes out because I know he’s in pain, but I couldn’t do shit about it. That feeling, is the worst heartbreaking emotion that I have ever felt. He then looks up at me, with those chocolate brown eyes of his.. and stopped crying.. All he did was stare at me bawling like a baby..then let’s out a quite moan. As if he were trying to speak to me. All I could do was smile and hold him tighter.